I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Thursday, March 26, 2009 @ 10:07 PM
The Unexpected. It was only this morning when i heard about the news. As her best friend, it took me a day to realise that something real bad had happened in her life. If she were to be reading this post, I would just like to say: yanling, I am so sorry for not being there for you when you needed someone by your side the most. When I heard about her grandpa's death I was totally shocked. Before angela told me the reason for her not coming to school today, I thought that she was sick, and I was still thinking why she did not sms me to tell me about it. Knowing the truth, there was no need for her to inform me at all, because I bet she is really depressed, not to mention having the mood to even inform me of anything. I was seriously guilty, that I did not even text her to console her or anything like that, and I am also considered the last few who knew about her situation. What a great friend I am indeed. This led me to thinking about what we had learnt and experienced during the motivational camp. To imagine losing our loved ones and crying over spilt milk. In life, there is really no way back and choices do have consequences. Once you lose it, you can't get it back anymore. Never. No matter how much regret you may have. However, life must still move on. Even if there is no reason for living. Yanling: Stay strong and quickly get back on your feet. You know that time will not turn back, so do not think back about the past and remind yourself of all the bad memories. Memories are supposed to be precious and buried in your heart, to be recalled as wonderful memories of the happy moments you have shared with that special someone. So please do not cry over it. Regrets are too late now, but I bet your grandpa certainly won't blame you for the silly things you had done, as he surely understood you very well to know that you didn't mean to hurt him. He will watch over you, so if you have him in your heart, you will still feel his presence and he will be protecting you always. So do let him be at ease in heaven, not having to worry about you anymore. May your grandpa rest in peace for the angels shall lead him along the stairway to heaven. Lastly, i would be there for you if you need me. |
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