I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.

Well, Dad's job is getting more and more unstable. His boss even told him to take leave to stay at home, to 'rest before his operation'. Woah please, just shut all your traps okay. Nothing comes out except for crap. Seriously, some ppl like his manager, are not meant to be alive on this Earth. We don't need suckers who are hypocrites who plant traps around. Just f*ck off. It must have sucked to have a mother like you, I feel so blessed. 臭狐狸!

Anyway, 2nd kor and I decided, if there is no choice, we can only study + work part time. So now, have to stop splurging money on shopping already.

Everyday at home is soo bored. Whole day sit in front of com playing Viwawa with Yanling. LOL. Off to play already. ^^


Yesterday went to NP to collect Yanling's notebook. Then went in search of notebook accessories at Sim Lim Square. By chance, saw a cart at Bugis Junction that sold notebook sleeve too, but then it costs $29.90 each, rather ex? But then the designs were quite alright. Wanted to try our luck at SLS so went there without buying from the cart. In the end, those at SLS are either too ex or not nice. =/ Went to J8, mistook Cyberactive for Challenger.. =.= Best oso never sell nice ones =/ In the end, have to find another day to buy the sleeve again. Haix. Bus fare wasted =(

Was super bored today. Finished house chores and sat in front of notebk the whole day. Yanling also rotting, so we entertained ourselves by chatting thru facebook. Somehow msn did not want us to reach each other, as we were both online but then apparently it showed that the other party was offline. Okay, rather confusing but that is just how it was. Continued with Viwawa games until its server undergo maintenance =.= Meanwhile, we played Neopets. Haha. Then continued with Viwawa again. Heh. Can imagine how bored we are? :)

Anyway, it seems that recently Dad had been having problems with his boss. His boss seemed to be dropping hints of firing Dad due to his health. Siann, I thought Dad is able to stay there at least until I graduate from poly, so that by then I can support myself by working to lighten their load. But then... Haix. Moreover, his age and health hinders him from finding a suitable job fast too. Dad also need to go under surgery for his heart problems early april. Hopefully everything will turn out alright. Shall start to scrimp and save now, so as to prepare for the worst. I mean, how can Mum alone support 2nd bro and I who are still studying.. I am willing to work part time, but then school is starting soon. Well, worse come to worse, I shall study and work part-time. But for now, I can only wait for things to happen and brace myself. Although I am lazy to help out at the event from 30th march, I guess I can't help but to go. Furthermore, I still signed up for the Korean lang course at NP, if can't manage then quitting is the only option...

Nevermind, I believe that as long as we persevere and hold on tgt, everything will turn out fine.希望明天未来会更好!


Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?


Just came back today from my wonderful cousins'(Kathy & Kenneth) home ^^ Totally enjoyed myself from Sat night till today. Anyway, cutting short on details, Sat night was spend fruitfully playing Wii from 11pm to 4am, eating supper (instant seafood ramen cooked by kenneth =D) at about 2am, playing UNO at 4+am and finally sleeping at 5+am. Haha. Can't believe that I can stay up until soo 'late', but then with the 2 nice and fun cousins, I would definitely say yes =)

Woke up today at 11+am. Kat started on her science hw while I continued playing Wii. Wii Fit Plus totally rocked man! Got me sweating alot =) I think I am really bad, playing while Kat is studying, heh can't help it. >.< Ginn also came and join us at 2+pm. Aunt and Uncle bought lunch for us, Nasi Lemak. Nice =) Then washed up and left for causeway point. Reached later than planned, but luckily 'Diary of a wimpy kid' only has a timeslot, 6pm. So meanwhile we went to the arcade to play. Joanne and Jeffrey joined us rather late, at around 5pm. Had loads of fun at the arcade, but then it was quite a waste of money. Haha. The movie was okay, predicted it to be very humorous, but then turned out to be more of lame than funny. Then continued at the arcade again until 9+pm. It was rather late and they still have school tmr, so proceeded to go home. Felt tired, but then quality time spent with them are soo much rewarding =D

Anyway, to conclude, I am just glad that I have such wonderful cousins by my side, brightening up my days with their company. Yeah, thankful ^^ Hope to meet them soon! ♥ them loads


18/03/10 Thursday

4E2's BBQ was held today! Was really excited about this, as it was a LONG time ever since we all met up. Glad that some of us mentioned about a gathering, which gave Erlin more courage to organise this =DD Heh. I bet all the jc students were busy and all, but it was great that most of them took the effort and time to join in this =D

Anyway, woke up early in the morning to accompany Dad for his appointment at SGH and then the polyclinic. Was running late, so left him by himself at 3.50pm and proceeded to meet with Hinye. It was raining heavily at AMK then, luckily I brought my umbrella along. Then we went to Zhss tgt, happily wanting to collect our O's cert because we don't want to make a special trip down, waste money since we are using adult fares now. Super pissed off I tell you. The security guard did not let us in just because we were wearing shorts. Somemore she still dare to say next time just wear bermudas or khakis that cover our knees then enter. Like WTF can?! When I heard it I was super pissed off man. I seriously regretted not rebutting her with " You think zhss PE shorts can cover our knees meh?" Woah, like seriously. That day our shorts were not very short, just slightly above our knees only. You think what? We are only graduants who came back to collect certs only leh, you thought we are here to seduce teachers izit? WTH. You tell me slippers are not allowed maybe I still can understand, but shorts too short. =.= Somemore that day raining, you expect me to wear long pants and covered shoes? Attend formal event arh? Crazy. Still keep talking to the Lab tech. Don't think we don't recognise you okay. Doesn't mean we graduate our brains died and can't remember faces alright? @#$%^&* Spoil my mood for the rest of the day.

Enough of rambling about crappy ppl. Move on to the BBQ! Huiting, Peiyu, Hinye and I reached ecp around 6+pm. Not many ppl were there though, I thought we were the latest. Erlin was still worried that not many will come due to the rain. Don't worry, no matter what we will all still come ^^ Only 1/2 of the class came, rather disappointing, but then they have their own activities also, can't be blamed. We have the chef of the day, Mr Hong Pee Pee to cook for us. Haha. The food today turned out to be really nice! Having non-spicy otah, honey bacon and all. =D Everyone bonded well today, although it was just playing simple games or talking. Really enjoyed this bbq very much, I didn't realise how much I missed this class of ours until today. All good things come to an end, soon everyone started to go separate ways. It was really sad to say goodbye, because we don't even know when we will meet again. And it seems like a long long time later then we would. Anyway, all I can say is that 4E2'09 is love! I think it is tough to find great classmates and buddies in poly. Hmm, so all the more I should cherish my secondary school friends then =) Shall pester them to go out more often. Haha.


19/03/10 Friday

Woke up at 7.52am. Really wanted to switch off my alarm and go back to sleep, but I can't. Since Mum just had her minor surgery and needed more rest, I should fulfil my duties as her child and do the things that I could for her. Started to sweep the floor, when parents woke up, surprised that I can actually wake up by myself to do house chores. LOL. I mean what I say okay. Hang the clothes out to dry and also ironed clothes. First time ironing clothes at home leh, at work only used the steamer to iron clothes. Was rather alright, got the hang of it pretty quickly. Then went to market with Dad, to buy the ingredients for our meals. After that, cooked tgt with Dad. First time we cooked proper meals for the family, as in 3 dishes. Usually he only cook a dish or soup, while I only know how to cook soup. LOL. Was preparing the ingredients when Dad suddenly said "It seems as if we are in the program 三菜一汤 hor?" Can't help but laugh hearing it. Haha. Luckily, we still had some talent and successfully completed our mission. Heh. Tasted better than I thought =) I would say, Dad is really talented in many things he does. I was still commenting about how great the vegetables were, then big bro mentioned about him being 企鹅爸爸. LOL. I guess we were really into some of the channel 8 programmes in the past.


Woah, DBSK is LOVE!
Watched their new MV, 'Break Out'. All looked soo handsome and sexy now sia! Haha. Love them totally! Hoepfully the contract thing will end soon and they will continue to stay united as 5 and bring wonderful music! ♥♥♥

12/03 Fri

Woke up at 8+ am. Went to settle poly enrolment stuff: Pay school fees at OCBC, apply for singpass and registered to use mum's CPF to pay for school fees. Then chionged to meet Yanling and Joel to proceed to NP. Was lucky to meet this helpful guy who initiated to tell us which bus stop to alight, so as to get to NP. Thnks to him! =) Next, Yanling pre-ordered her PINK laptop anf we went for the software installation briefing. I realised that not buying from the vendor will cause more problems, having to book an appointment on 22 mar itself and then going down to NP to install the softwares on the spot =.= Others just need to install online at home.. But then, it is foolish to buy another one, so be it then. 

Afterwards chionged home to pack bag for NPcc camp and I was late meeting Huiting, Erlin and Ruiying. Heh. Had a nice chat tgt! Feels soo gd and comfortable when talking to them =)) Took a nice photo tgt with our beloved ZHSS as the background. Was so lucky today, having to meet Lishi and Kelly Soo too! Miss my dear SOO SOO soo much! She slimmed down and look so guai with her new hairstyle leh! Jealous of her =/ I shall start jogging 5km from tmr onwards too! Soon, they all went home except for me and Ruiying, going back to zhss for the camp. Ivan, Wendy, Wilfred, Joseph and Liting also joined us afterwards. Liting was super late can, from 9pm drag until 10plus near to 11pm. I wait for her until my neck also long already can =.= Chatted for a long time, everyone talking about their JC life, while I haven even started my poly life. JC seems really fun, despite the studies part. Hmm, hopefully I made the right choice and that I am able to mingle well with the ppl in poly... Syahirah finally finished her activities and the ppl who stayed over, Syahirah, Liting, Ruiying and me went to 4th floor 2nd classrm, our bunk! Chatted and took lots of pictures. Had lots of laugh tgt =) Joseph and Wilfred went to Wilfred's hse and promised to be back, yet they decided to sleep then come back tmr morning =.= Slept at 1+am.

13/03 Sat

Was supposed to wake up at 5am, but can't sleep wall and felt quite cold, so woke up. Chat with Ruiying then the other 2 girls woke up. Washed up and accompanied our fellow squadmate for PT=) Anyway, I also needed to exercise and get my body moving, no harm done =) Went for breakfast with Liting at N&B opp. ZHSS. Ruiying went back to sch, Syahirah went for her Maths SSP, so it was only left with me and LT. Was bored, having nothing to do. =/ Brought out all our entertainment tools, LT's and Joseph's iPod touch(which he left behind last night), my DS and mp3. Eventually LT slept and I watched MTVs O.O Went to Macs expecting to eat lunch set meals, however, we found out that on wkends, breakfast is extended to 12pm! I don't know if it was there for a long time already, but it sure brought our spirits up! Haha. Then, more ppl came and we played tgt. Ended with basketball and I had to go off.. 

Went for the long awaited dinner ever since Dec 2009. The treat that I owed my family for such a long time ever since I started work. Haha. Went to Shuang Chu to eat, the stall that cooks food of high standard but prices of zhi char standard=) Bill totaled up to $70.50, considered cheap, having to eat ginger with deer meat, tofu with scallop, prawn with salad sauce, curry fish head and herbal chicken. Everything was delicious except for the curry fish head, the sauce was not nice and the fish is rather fishy, not being handled properly I guess. However, since 2nd kor is not present today, I shall be good to him and treat him tgt with the others the next time. Haha, it repays for being good to me=) Went to bowl at Bukit Batok Hometeam NS with my beloved relatives and cousins. Fun as usual! It was great to have a gathering once in a while! Love them all! ♥>

14/03 Sun

Woke up early to prepare for work. Felt super tired, slept during the journey to work. Had lunch and dinner with big kor and his gf. Subway for lunch was fulling while dinner at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao & La mian was not that great. I mistaken the sauce as the thick Sichuan sauce and in the end it was the super oily and spicy one. Worse still, I thought the red tea was chilled, yet it was hot, how to numb the spicyness =.= However, kor was kind enough to exchange his fried rice with mine. Heh, he suffered in my behalf. His gf treated us for this meal =) Ended work at 10pm, was rather tired after the tedious packing to clear the wagons. Sales rep was damn clever, having to order 400 more pieces of polo tee stock ystd. She expect the sales to be be super duper good izit? Hello, it is equivalent to 4 more wagons leh, today last day somemore, you think the IT show is less appealing meh? End up I had to pack and return SO many cartons of stock on your behalf. Thanks alot hor. I think I am seriously reconsidering my decision to continue working. I don't want to suffer this kind of shit already.

Alright, summing up today's events. First, met up with dear Huiting! =) Stayed at the J8 foodcourt for quite awhile to talk about our current life and the memories of secondary school. As we talk, I realised how my mind is still stuck in the period when we were in secondary school, being much more care-free and happy. Staying in class during recess to eat bread while being unsuccessful to escape from Mdm Lau's claws, running and screaming while playing captain's ball during PE, crapping and saying lame jokes, Renjun singing and doing funny stuff, quarreling about silly stuff while queuing for food in canteen, watching Huiting and Koon Leng sleep and remembering their 'special style of sleeping' and pretending that they are awake and listening in class etc etc. Realised how much I missed the wonderful girls in my clique. =) No matter studying or playing, we are always tgt. Finally, I get to meet my shifu; tutor& jie^^ It was great to meet up with her again, not knowing what words to describe my feelings. All I know is, I can't stop smiling.

Proceeded to have lunch at Jack's Place in Heeren. Super vacant, no one other than the staff were inside. Huiting was still joking about me being so sweet to book the restaurant to ourselves. Haha if only ^^. The baked rice was not that nice, but her chicken cutlet and our ice-cream were delicious! Eat until I was quite full though. Shopped around in Heeren then Somerset 313. Wanted to persuade her to change her hair accessories, but in the end I bought more things than her =.= Huiting, watch out arh, I make sure the next time you will 乖乖 buy the things I say. Wahaha.

Time passed by quickly and it was time to say goodbye. I had to rush to work because I was running late and we only managed to take 2 photos. Haix, everytime work gets in my way. But, I am sure next time we can take some decent ones, tgt with Peiyu and Hinye =D

Then, went to work at Suntec Convention Centre to help out in setting up. Finished rather quickly and went back home. Was not informed beforehand that I have to work here, hence can only work on Thur and Sun, considering Fri and Sat I would like to enjoy myself at the upcoming NP camp. It is a good opportunity for me to get back into Zhss and recall those good memories and get away from the tiring life filled with work or plain boredom =)

Shall wake up early tmr morning to go settle the CPF education thing and to pay for the course fees also I guess. Time is running out. Then shall meet Yanling and Joel for IT fair, then also to work from 2pm onwards. Hmm, hope I can meet new friends there, or else 8 hrs will be passing so slowly.


Why are you still haunting me? It is time I moved on...


Anyway, work was rather bad. 4 consecutive days of full shift is making me brain-dead. Was very frustrated and exhausted for awhile and didn't give a damn to serving customers at all. Luckily Siti and the other neighbouring promoters were present to talk to me time to time. Or else, I think I will be bored and tired to death. However, the stock issue has not been resolved, but get worse instead. More and more stocks are stacked above my cartons. Gosh, how many times do I have to carry those cartons just to get my stuff? My back is starting to have problems already. Quickly end work on Tuesday and that's it. I am not going to work here naymore unless the situation improves. Otherwise, I may have become an old hag with neck and back problems before I even hit the age of 17.

Julian was on off and today was Huiru's last day. Only managed to know her for 3 days and she is leaving already. Luckily we exchanged email to keep in contact on Fb. Furthermore, she is also studying in NP Business studies, we means that we have a high chance of meeting each other in future. Hopefully we are not like strangers if we meet =)

Well, work without Vicky and gang was really really bad. May have to work on Wednesday at Suntec, hence don't know whether can find a suitable time to meet this bunch of adorable guys =/

Although today wasn't good, but then I am still grateful and fortunate that Mummy actually made the effort to wake up early to prepare lunch for me to eat during my lunchtime at work. Never expected her to actually do that after I complained to her last night that I was sick of the food there. She must have been very tired as she barely had 6 hrs of sleep. Though this should be the first and the last time, still appreciated it very much. Love her loads! <33


Somehow developed a feeling that everyone has changed. Those who were close friends in the past didn't seem as close anymore. Everyone is drifting away... How I wished we were all still in secondary school, having fun and chiong-ing studies tgt at the same time. Those were really precious moments. Is it really that hard to maintain a friendship?


Alright~ 4 days of work has passed already. 2 consecutive days of full shift(10am - 10pm) is killing me already, yet I still have 2 more days to go...

Super shag now, because of the lack of space at the regular counters and cage, had to stack the cartons near the lift landing, therefore had to carry the heavy cartons up and down to get stocks. >.<" Adding more load to my already aching neck.

Argh, faster get this pay can already, so I can go shopping to get ready for start of semester 1! I have soo many things in my shopping list, yet now I am preoccupied with work, and the m)phosis sale is ending already I guess =/

Hopefully pay doesn't exceed $500, or else have to deduct 20% for cpf and the cash I am left with is soo little =(

Anyway received more letters from NP already, have to install softwares already, from 10th to 16th march. Shall not get a new notebook, considering I own 1 already, so there is no need to waste another $1000++ to get a new one. But have to get accessories and stuff. Heh, can spend money ^^ Hmm, shall ask dear Yanling to go NP tgt nx wk bah =) I shall not have late nights now, judging by the fact that I have to wake up at 8.45am tmr and the day after tmr. Plus, my eyebags and dark circles are getting worse. Have to buy skincare products already then. Ciao~!




First day back to work. 1 minute feels as if it was 1 year... Work without Vicky and Razzaaq was really dull =( No one to chat with, no one to joke with. Haix, still have 7 days more, have to persevere for the sake of money and to help senior. =/ Hopefully Vicky or Adi can come back to replace their seniors on their off day too. I wonder how I cope with the crowd from Thur to Sun. =/

Well, Dad's job is getting more and more unstable. His boss even told him to take leave to stay at home, to 'rest before his operation'. Woah please, just shut all your traps okay. Nothing comes out except for crap. Seriously, some ppl like his manager, are not meant to be alive on this Earth. We don't need suckers who are hypocrites who plant traps around. Just f*ck off. It must have sucked to have a mother like you, I feel so blessed. 臭狐狸!

Anyway, 2nd kor and I decided, if there is no choice, we can only study + work part time. So now, have to stop splurging money on shopping already.

Everyday at home is soo bored. Whole day sit in front of com playing Viwawa with Yanling. LOL. Off to play already. ^^


Yesterday went to NP to collect Yanling's notebook. Then went in search of notebook accessories at Sim Lim Square. By chance, saw a cart at Bugis Junction that sold notebook sleeve too, but then it costs $29.90 each, rather ex? But then the designs were quite alright. Wanted to try our luck at SLS so went there without buying from the cart. In the end, those at SLS are either too ex or not nice. =/ Went to J8, mistook Cyberactive for Challenger.. =.= Best oso never sell nice ones =/ In the end, have to find another day to buy the sleeve again. Haix. Bus fare wasted =(

Was super bored today. Finished house chores and sat in front of notebk the whole day. Yanling also rotting, so we entertained ourselves by chatting thru facebook. Somehow msn did not want us to reach each other, as we were both online but then apparently it showed that the other party was offline. Okay, rather confusing but that is just how it was. Continued with Viwawa games until its server undergo maintenance =.= Meanwhile, we played Neopets. Haha. Then continued with Viwawa again. Heh. Can imagine how bored we are? :)

Anyway, it seems that recently Dad had been having problems with his boss. His boss seemed to be dropping hints of firing Dad due to his health. Siann, I thought Dad is able to stay there at least until I graduate from poly, so that by then I can support myself by working to lighten their load. But then... Haix. Moreover, his age and health hinders him from finding a suitable job fast too. Dad also need to go under surgery for his heart problems early april. Hopefully everything will turn out alright. Shall start to scrimp and save now, so as to prepare for the worst. I mean, how can Mum alone support 2nd bro and I who are still studying.. I am willing to work part time, but then school is starting soon. Well, worse come to worse, I shall study and work part-time. But for now, I can only wait for things to happen and brace myself. Although I am lazy to help out at the event from 30th march, I guess I can't help but to go. Furthermore, I still signed up for the Korean lang course at NP, if can't manage then quitting is the only option...

Nevermind, I believe that as long as we persevere and hold on tgt, everything will turn out fine.希望明天未来会更好!


Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?


Just came back today from my wonderful cousins'(Kathy & Kenneth) home ^^ Totally enjoyed myself from Sat night till today. Anyway, cutting short on details, Sat night was spend fruitfully playing Wii from 11pm to 4am, eating supper (instant seafood ramen cooked by kenneth =D) at about 2am, playing UNO at 4+am and finally sleeping at 5+am. Haha. Can't believe that I can stay up until soo 'late', but then with the 2 nice and fun cousins, I would definitely say yes =)

Woke up today at 11+am. Kat started on her science hw while I continued playing Wii. Wii Fit Plus totally rocked man! Got me sweating alot =) I think I am really bad, playing while Kat is studying, heh can't help it. >.< Ginn also came and join us at 2+pm. Aunt and Uncle bought lunch for us, Nasi Lemak. Nice =) Then washed up and left for causeway point. Reached later than planned, but luckily 'Diary of a wimpy kid' only has a timeslot, 6pm. So meanwhile we went to the arcade to play. Joanne and Jeffrey joined us rather late, at around 5pm. Had loads of fun at the arcade, but then it was quite a waste of money. Haha. The movie was okay, predicted it to be very humorous, but then turned out to be more of lame than funny. Then continued at the arcade again until 9+pm. It was rather late and they still have school tmr, so proceeded to go home. Felt tired, but then quality time spent with them are soo much rewarding =D

Anyway, to conclude, I am just glad that I have such wonderful cousins by my side, brightening up my days with their company. Yeah, thankful ^^ Hope to meet them soon! ♥ them loads


18/03/10 Thursday

4E2's BBQ was held today! Was really excited about this, as it was a LONG time ever since we all met up. Glad that some of us mentioned about a gathering, which gave Erlin more courage to organise this =DD Heh. I bet all the jc students were busy and all, but it was great that most of them took the effort and time to join in this =D

Anyway, woke up early in the morning to accompany Dad for his appointment at SGH and then the polyclinic. Was running late, so left him by himself at 3.50pm and proceeded to meet with Hinye. It was raining heavily at AMK then, luckily I brought my umbrella along. Then we went to Zhss tgt, happily wanting to collect our O's cert because we don't want to make a special trip down, waste money since we are using adult fares now. Super pissed off I tell you. The security guard did not let us in just because we were wearing shorts. Somemore she still dare to say next time just wear bermudas or khakis that cover our knees then enter. Like WTF can?! When I heard it I was super pissed off man. I seriously regretted not rebutting her with " You think zhss PE shorts can cover our knees meh?" Woah, like seriously. That day our shorts were not very short, just slightly above our knees only. You think what? We are only graduants who came back to collect certs only leh, you thought we are here to seduce teachers izit? WTH. You tell me slippers are not allowed maybe I still can understand, but shorts too short. =.= Somemore that day raining, you expect me to wear long pants and covered shoes? Attend formal event arh? Crazy. Still keep talking to the Lab tech. Don't think we don't recognise you okay. Doesn't mean we graduate our brains died and can't remember faces alright? @#$%^&* Spoil my mood for the rest of the day.

Enough of rambling about crappy ppl. Move on to the BBQ! Huiting, Peiyu, Hinye and I reached ecp around 6+pm. Not many ppl were there though, I thought we were the latest. Erlin was still worried that not many will come due to the rain. Don't worry, no matter what we will all still come ^^ Only 1/2 of the class came, rather disappointing, but then they have their own activities also, can't be blamed. We have the chef of the day, Mr Hong Pee Pee to cook for us. Haha. The food today turned out to be really nice! Having non-spicy otah, honey bacon and all. =D Everyone bonded well today, although it was just playing simple games or talking. Really enjoyed this bbq very much, I didn't realise how much I missed this class of ours until today. All good things come to an end, soon everyone started to go separate ways. It was really sad to say goodbye, because we don't even know when we will meet again. And it seems like a long long time later then we would. Anyway, all I can say is that 4E2'09 is love! I think it is tough to find great classmates and buddies in poly. Hmm, so all the more I should cherish my secondary school friends then =) Shall pester them to go out more often. Haha.


19/03/10 Friday

Woke up at 7.52am. Really wanted to switch off my alarm and go back to sleep, but I can't. Since Mum just had her minor surgery and needed more rest, I should fulfil my duties as her child and do the things that I could for her. Started to sweep the floor, when parents woke up, surprised that I can actually wake up by myself to do house chores. LOL. I mean what I say okay. Hang the clothes out to dry and also ironed clothes. First time ironing clothes at home leh, at work only used the steamer to iron clothes. Was rather alright, got the hang of it pretty quickly. Then went to market with Dad, to buy the ingredients for our meals. After that, cooked tgt with Dad. First time we cooked proper meals for the family, as in 3 dishes. Usually he only cook a dish or soup, while I only know how to cook soup. LOL. Was preparing the ingredients when Dad suddenly said "It seems as if we are in the program 三菜一汤 hor?" Can't help but laugh hearing it. Haha. Luckily, we still had some talent and successfully completed our mission. Heh. Tasted better than I thought =) I would say, Dad is really talented in many things he does. I was still commenting about how great the vegetables were, then big bro mentioned about him being 企鹅爸爸. LOL. I guess we were really into some of the channel 8 programmes in the past.


Woah, DBSK is LOVE!
Watched their new MV, 'Break Out'. All looked soo handsome and sexy now sia! Haha. Love them totally! Hoepfully the contract thing will end soon and they will continue to stay united as 5 and bring wonderful music! ♥♥♥

12/03 Fri

Woke up at 8+ am. Went to settle poly enrolment stuff: Pay school fees at OCBC, apply for singpass and registered to use mum's CPF to pay for school fees. Then chionged to meet Yanling and Joel to proceed to NP. Was lucky to meet this helpful guy who initiated to tell us which bus stop to alight, so as to get to NP. Thnks to him! =) Next, Yanling pre-ordered her PINK laptop anf we went for the software installation briefing. I realised that not buying from the vendor will cause more problems, having to book an appointment on 22 mar itself and then going down to NP to install the softwares on the spot =.= Others just need to install online at home.. But then, it is foolish to buy another one, so be it then. 

Afterwards chionged home to pack bag for NPcc camp and I was late meeting Huiting, Erlin and Ruiying. Heh. Had a nice chat tgt! Feels soo gd and comfortable when talking to them =)) Took a nice photo tgt with our beloved ZHSS as the background. Was so lucky today, having to meet Lishi and Kelly Soo too! Miss my dear SOO SOO soo much! She slimmed down and look so guai with her new hairstyle leh! Jealous of her =/ I shall start jogging 5km from tmr onwards too! Soon, they all went home except for me and Ruiying, going back to zhss for the camp. Ivan, Wendy, Wilfred, Joseph and Liting also joined us afterwards. Liting was super late can, from 9pm drag until 10plus near to 11pm. I wait for her until my neck also long already can =.= Chatted for a long time, everyone talking about their JC life, while I haven even started my poly life. JC seems really fun, despite the studies part. Hmm, hopefully I made the right choice and that I am able to mingle well with the ppl in poly... Syahirah finally finished her activities and the ppl who stayed over, Syahirah, Liting, Ruiying and me went to 4th floor 2nd classrm, our bunk! Chatted and took lots of pictures. Had lots of laugh tgt =) Joseph and Wilfred went to Wilfred's hse and promised to be back, yet they decided to sleep then come back tmr morning =.= Slept at 1+am.

13/03 Sat

Was supposed to wake up at 5am, but can't sleep wall and felt quite cold, so woke up. Chat with Ruiying then the other 2 girls woke up. Washed up and accompanied our fellow squadmate for PT=) Anyway, I also needed to exercise and get my body moving, no harm done =) Went for breakfast with Liting at N&B opp. ZHSS. Ruiying went back to sch, Syahirah went for her Maths SSP, so it was only left with me and LT. Was bored, having nothing to do. =/ Brought out all our entertainment tools, LT's and Joseph's iPod touch(which he left behind last night), my DS and mp3. Eventually LT slept and I watched MTVs O.O Went to Macs expecting to eat lunch set meals, however, we found out that on wkends, breakfast is extended to 12pm! I don't know if it was there for a long time already, but it sure brought our spirits up! Haha. Then, more ppl came and we played tgt. Ended with basketball and I had to go off.. 

Went for the long awaited dinner ever since Dec 2009. The treat that I owed my family for such a long time ever since I started work. Haha. Went to Shuang Chu to eat, the stall that cooks food of high standard but prices of zhi char standard=) Bill totaled up to $70.50, considered cheap, having to eat ginger with deer meat, tofu with scallop, prawn with salad sauce, curry fish head and herbal chicken. Everything was delicious except for the curry fish head, the sauce was not nice and the fish is rather fishy, not being handled properly I guess. However, since 2nd kor is not present today, I shall be good to him and treat him tgt with the others the next time. Haha, it repays for being good to me=) Went to bowl at Bukit Batok Hometeam NS with my beloved relatives and cousins. Fun as usual! It was great to have a gathering once in a while! Love them all! ♥>

14/03 Sun

Woke up early to prepare for work. Felt super tired, slept during the journey to work. Had lunch and dinner with big kor and his gf. Subway for lunch was fulling while dinner at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao & La mian was not that great. I mistaken the sauce as the thick Sichuan sauce and in the end it was the super oily and spicy one. Worse still, I thought the red tea was chilled, yet it was hot, how to numb the spicyness =.= However, kor was kind enough to exchange his fried rice with mine. Heh, he suffered in my behalf. His gf treated us for this meal =) Ended work at 10pm, was rather tired after the tedious packing to clear the wagons. Sales rep was damn clever, having to order 400 more pieces of polo tee stock ystd. She expect the sales to be be super duper good izit? Hello, it is equivalent to 4 more wagons leh, today last day somemore, you think the IT show is less appealing meh? End up I had to pack and return SO many cartons of stock on your behalf. Thanks alot hor. I think I am seriously reconsidering my decision to continue working. I don't want to suffer this kind of shit already.

Alright, summing up today's events. First, met up with dear Huiting! =) Stayed at the J8 foodcourt for quite awhile to talk about our current life and the memories of secondary school. As we talk, I realised how my mind is still stuck in the period when we were in secondary school, being much more care-free and happy. Staying in class during recess to eat bread while being unsuccessful to escape from Mdm Lau's claws, running and screaming while playing captain's ball during PE, crapping and saying lame jokes, Renjun singing and doing funny stuff, quarreling about silly stuff while queuing for food in canteen, watching Huiting and Koon Leng sleep and remembering their 'special style of sleeping' and pretending that they are awake and listening in class etc etc. Realised how much I missed the wonderful girls in my clique. =) No matter studying or playing, we are always tgt. Finally, I get to meet my shifu; tutor& jie^^ It was great to meet up with her again, not knowing what words to describe my feelings. All I know is, I can't stop smiling.

Proceeded to have lunch at Jack's Place in Heeren. Super vacant, no one other than the staff were inside. Huiting was still joking about me being so sweet to book the restaurant to ourselves. Haha if only ^^. The baked rice was not that nice, but her chicken cutlet and our ice-cream were delicious! Eat until I was quite full though. Shopped around in Heeren then Somerset 313. Wanted to persuade her to change her hair accessories, but in the end I bought more things than her =.= Huiting, watch out arh, I make sure the next time you will 乖乖 buy the things I say. Wahaha.

Time passed by quickly and it was time to say goodbye. I had to rush to work because I was running late and we only managed to take 2 photos. Haix, everytime work gets in my way. But, I am sure next time we can take some decent ones, tgt with Peiyu and Hinye =D

Then, went to work at Suntec Convention Centre to help out in setting up. Finished rather quickly and went back home. Was not informed beforehand that I have to work here, hence can only work on Thur and Sun, considering Fri and Sat I would like to enjoy myself at the upcoming NP camp. It is a good opportunity for me to get back into Zhss and recall those good memories and get away from the tiring life filled with work or plain boredom =)

Shall wake up early tmr morning to go settle the CPF education thing and to pay for the course fees also I guess. Time is running out. Then shall meet Yanling and Joel for IT fair, then also to work from 2pm onwards. Hmm, hope I can meet new friends there, or else 8 hrs will be passing so slowly.


Why are you still haunting me? It is time I moved on...


Anyway, work was rather bad. 4 consecutive days of full shift is making me brain-dead. Was very frustrated and exhausted for awhile and didn't give a damn to serving customers at all. Luckily Siti and the other neighbouring promoters were present to talk to me time to time. Or else, I think I will be bored and tired to death. However, the stock issue has not been resolved, but get worse instead. More and more stocks are stacked above my cartons. Gosh, how many times do I have to carry those cartons just to get my stuff? My back is starting to have problems already. Quickly end work on Tuesday and that's it. I am not going to work here naymore unless the situation improves. Otherwise, I may have become an old hag with neck and back problems before I even hit the age of 17.

Julian was on off and today was Huiru's last day. Only managed to know her for 3 days and she is leaving already. Luckily we exchanged email to keep in contact on Fb. Furthermore, she is also studying in NP Business studies, we means that we have a high chance of meeting each other in future. Hopefully we are not like strangers if we meet =)

Well, work without Vicky and gang was really really bad. May have to work on Wednesday at Suntec, hence don't know whether can find a suitable time to meet this bunch of adorable guys =/

Although today wasn't good, but then I am still grateful and fortunate that Mummy actually made the effort to wake up early to prepare lunch for me to eat during my lunchtime at work. Never expected her to actually do that after I complained to her last night that I was sick of the food there. She must have been very tired as she barely had 6 hrs of sleep. Though this should be the first and the last time, still appreciated it very much. Love her loads! <33


Somehow developed a feeling that everyone has changed. Those who were close friends in the past didn't seem as close anymore. Everyone is drifting away... How I wished we were all still in secondary school, having fun and chiong-ing studies tgt at the same time. Those were really precious moments. Is it really that hard to maintain a friendship?


Alright~ 4 days of work has passed already. 2 consecutive days of full shift(10am - 10pm) is killing me already, yet I still have 2 more days to go...

Super shag now, because of the lack of space at the regular counters and cage, had to stack the cartons near the lift landing, therefore had to carry the heavy cartons up and down to get stocks. >.<" Adding more load to my already aching neck.

Argh, faster get this pay can already, so I can go shopping to get ready for start of semester 1! I have soo many things in my shopping list, yet now I am preoccupied with work, and the m)phosis sale is ending already I guess =/

Hopefully pay doesn't exceed $500, or else have to deduct 20% for cpf and the cash I am left with is soo little =(

Anyway received more letters from NP already, have to install softwares already, from 10th to 16th march. Shall not get a new notebook, considering I own 1 already, so there is no need to waste another $1000++ to get a new one. But have to get accessories and stuff. Heh, can spend money ^^ Hmm, shall ask dear Yanling to go NP tgt nx wk bah =) I shall not have late nights now, judging by the fact that I have to wake up at 8.45am tmr and the day after tmr. Plus, my eyebags and dark circles are getting worse. Have to buy skincare products already then. Ciao~!




First day back to work. 1 minute feels as if it was 1 year... Work without Vicky and Razzaaq was really dull =( No one to chat with, no one to joke with. Haix, still have 7 days more, have to persevere for the sake of money and to help senior. =/ Hopefully Vicky or Adi can come back to replace their seniors on their off day too. I wonder how I cope with the crowd from Thur to Sun. =/

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