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Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 4:12 PM
Unlock Study session at Serangoon CC yesterday. Had to sign up as Passion card member and also pay additional fees to use the study room. Spent a total of $20. But it is worth it though. Super condusive, because no one is talking. The room is super quiet. Managed to complete 1 EL and HCL essay. LOL. I think my EL essay was written wonderfully, had soo much feel when writing. Hope I can get high marks=) Ohh, Yanling and I also met Keying and Boon Kiat there! Yanling was really good at her prediction that we would meet someone we know. Haha. Parents just booked air tickets to Korea. But I can't go. LOL. Super sad, because that means that I can't get to eat the original Kimchi nor buy SS501 stuff. Super siann. Haix. What to do?! They want to go when their is Autuum leaves to see. But, if they were to wait for me, it is winter already, during mid-november. All I could do is to accept. I seriously hope the my parents will win 4D and TOTO to have more money to bring me there this year after my 'O's, then I can also buy many many SS501 stuff to Singapore. Or else, I think I have to wait until tons of years later when I earn enough money for an air ticket and thousands of dollars to spend there. Perhaps a rich husband would help sew the big hole in my pocket. Haha. Shall study only at the evening, since my relatives and cousins are at my house currently. I realised that kids really grow very fast. Take Junming as an example, he did not even want to talk to us nor look at us at all in the past, always so shy and timid. But right now, he can seriously speak fluent english and also want to play around. Yup, he is getting cuter and cuter year by year =D. Too bad blogger is still having problems or I could have uploaded his picture. Anyway, tomorrow is Teacher's Day cum Aces Day. Argh, don't really feel like joining the Vertical run. Still considering whether I should go back to mayflower or not, maybe I shall meet some old friends only. Heh. Hyunjoong: Nuga mweoraedo my love nae yeojaran geol mideo nochi ankesseo my girl [No matter what they say my love I will never distrust the fact you are my girl] <33 Friday, August 28, 2009 @ 9:13 PM
Haru Haru Had been sleeping very late nowadays, felt very tired everyday. Lessons are random, doing essays, papers, going through them or getting drilled. Yeah, that's life. Practice makes perfect. LOL. Went shopping with Tiffany and Yucheong at J8 after Am SSP. Saw a hoodie-shirt at Esprit, wanted to buy it soo much, but it costs $49 if I remember correctly. Considering to buy a hoodie-cardigan at fox, only at $29, good deal. I realised that I have the strong urge to spend money on clothes again=( But I don't have enough money to buy everything. Priority is a pair of thick-framed specs, the hoodie-cardigan and new hairbands. I am getting irritated with my super thick hair and I don;t want to be caught by Mdm Lau. I need more shorts from Cotton On too. Argh! If only I can work now... Money money, quickly fall down on me=D Shall go studying with Yanling at Serangoon CC tomorrow, hope it goes smoothly. Previously I got so irritated by my itchy eyes that I only did 5 maths questions. Heavy load this weekend, 2 EL essays, 1 HCL essay, 1 Chem paper, EM and AM papers, History WS plus revision for SS and Biology. It's the prelims next week! =/ Wednesday, August 26, 2009 @ 9:15 PM
10 Out Of 10 Okay, a short one today because I have to chiong my Zhss Physics paper, Anderson Em paper, Em tys on probability and revise Chem on the many chapters I am unclear of, as Ms Ong is going to drill us yet again. Was rather pissed today, because of a super cute couple i met on the way home today. The female just crashed into me when the bus braked. I took that as an incident and I gave her a small smile, I am not sure whether she apologized. Nevermind, I am in a good mood today so I shall forgive and forget. Then the guy's elbow knocked into my jaw damn hard as he was keeping his ezlink into his back pocket. And that arrogant stupid ass just gave a glance and looked in front as if nothing happen. I bet my tongue would have been bitten off if I were to be sticking it out when my jaw was hit. Hello?! Just because you taller and older means you don't have to say sorry is it? Woah, the cocky face of his really made my blood boil! Seriously, they should realise that I stared hard at them from the time they alight until the bus moved off. If looks can kill, I think they died billions of times can. Spoil my day. Anyway, a great relief was that I mixed up the dates for Prelim 2. It is next week instead, which means that I have abit more time. =) Scared the hell out of me. LOL. All I need now is to regain my confidence back for the 3 sciences. Saturday, August 22, 2009 @ 12:02 PM
Fuck you New song by Lily Allen, rather cute. Anyway, reached home an hr ago. Met Hinye at circle line to go for SSP, what a coincidence, haha. Then Ms Tan Chye I suddenly appeared and tapped me when I was on the escalator at Serangoon station, gave me a fright. Haha. Then saw ex-ci outside zhss gate, so many coincidences today huh. Had Emath SSP from 8.30am to 11am, did zhss prelim p1 08. Was rather easy, but made many careless mistakes. Today have to stay at home again, mum working and I also don't have money to go shopping. Have to chiong hw today, because tmr need to go Aunt's house. But suddenly lazy to do.. Alright, I shall start at 1.30pm. Yesterday was talking to Yanling about our shopping trip to Bugis for my big-framed specs, and realised that next week is the start of prelim 2! I didn't believe her until I looked at the calender. Gosh, I thought we still had 1 more week to revise. Biology is the earliest science paper, yet I am still unprepared. Because Mr Goh had to cover up for another tr's class during our Bio period, we can only look for him after school on Thur for SSP. Yet, we have like so many chapters unclear and need to revise when we only have 1 day to revise? =.= Somebody please just hit my head and get all the facts in for me. Tuesday, August 18, 2009 @ 7:53 PM
Talk & Talk Had O's oral today. Can only say that I will pass, but not do very well. Reading was bad, too nervous then pronounced many words wrongly. For picture discussion, was disappointed that I can't express some of my points properly and end up repeating my words. Conversation was rather bad. Kept started my sentences with 'But' and 'Because'. Anyhow gave examples. Had 5 questions, on: guilty, good example/role model, bad example, improvements for healthcare system and smoking. LOL. Gave them my Biology and SS knowledge, hope it worked. 1 male and 1 female examiner, was rather friendly and all, will smile. Yeah, they were great but I was bad. Sorry for hurting your ears. =/ Stayed back to study with Huafei until around 7pm then left school. Haha. More like talk then study. But, nevermind, it was enjoyable=) Settled dinner with bread and all the ingredients that are available at home. All these just for the contacts. LOL! Anyway, watched a video on Khun from 2pm, that Yanling sent. OMG, he is very cute! I did not realise that earlier.. His wink is so captivating and mesmerizing! Haha. But I am still loyal to my Hyunjoong and SS501! Wahaha. Look won't die though. =D Monday, August 17, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
COLOUR my life Blogger and Facebook seem to have some problems. Nevermind, anyway today was rather fruitful. Went to Toa Payoh, wanted to buy coloured contacts from the Spectacle Hut there. But, the guy who we wanted to avoid, was at this outlet today. Because we did not want to pay extra $20 for the consultation fee. Went to Bishan one instead. The guy who served us was very kind and cute. I got a 3 tone Ash Grey and 2 tone Violet one. Both my eyes the degree had a large difference, one is 25 and the other is 175, so bought 0 degree one. Haha. Spent $36+ in total. Broke! Kelly and Yanling then came to my house, so that Kelly can teach how to wear all that. Had to cook maggi mee for them. Not once, but twice, because they shared 1 packet but not enough. Haha. For once got people say my maggi taste nice larh, thanks arh kelly=)) Too s super duper long time before I can get the contacts in larh. Woah, super pek cek. Somehow the surroundings seem blurry when I wear the Ash Grey one, I wonder if it is because it is 3 tone then like that. Was rather painful when I wore the Violet one, so only tried one side. I realised the 2 pairs I bought are rather outstanding, as in it is very obvious that it is not normal Singaporean/Asian eye colour larh, so I am afraid that people will give me weird looks, especially the aunties. Woah, I seriously got the urge to buy those kind of black full frame oversized specs, with no degree of course. Now I wonder when I will get to wear them lor, perhaps I shall go study with Yl they all on weekends. Haha. So happy! Bad/Good news is, tomorrow I will be having my O's EL Oral. Like so fast, very scared now. Better get over it quick. Let's hope that my examiners are alright and that I have a clear sweet voice tomorrow afternoon. Haha. Shall be the 7th person I think, the middleman. So I guess I will bring some notes in to revise, and my water bottle to help me=D Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 10:45 PM
Doubly-doubly Happiness Today is a wonderful day! =DD Although I can't wake up on time to go to Bishan Library. Woke at about 11.30am instead of 8.50am. Met Yanling at Toa payoh to buy guide book for Physics. Managed to find 1 after quite a long time. Actually wanted to buy 1 for Bio, but can't seem to find a good one, shall seek Mr Goh's opinion on tue. Wanted to study at coffee bean, but on the table there is a slip of paper that said 'No Studying'. Wth, was disappointed seeing this. Wanted to try our luck at Bishan, so took train there. Ended up, Bishan got 2 coffee bean and both also had the same shit of paper. Initially, wanted to buy a black diamond earring at 77th street, but thought it was a waste of money because I just bought a red one yesterday, so did not. Yanling also wanted to buy a white Billabong wallet, but because of me, she also didn't buy. Haha. Bishan Library also no space to study, borrowed books and left. Settled down at Mos Burger to study, bought Iced Peach Tea. Great! Did a few structured qns for physics Bukit Panjang then stopped. Went to Popular then the arcade. Had a round of basketball and Time Crisis 4, woah, scored super bad. Later went to Mini Toons, saw something like velcro that is used to clip onto hair. There are many lunch boxes there lor, very cute but expensive. Bought a small rubbish bin with frog(keroro?) printed on it instead, since mine is spoilt. We stopped outside comics connection. Were about to leave when something caught my eye. 5 guys and a symbol that looked so familiar. It is SS501! Woah, super happy and we chionged into the shop. Inside had alot of Hyunjoong and SS501 stuff. Finally, they are available at comics connection. Previously there aren't any of their products. There was keychain of SS501, Kyujong and Yongsaeng, but no Hyunjoong =(. So I bought the SS501 one while yanling bought Kyujong's. There were also posters of them, but I expected them to be expensive, so never buy nor ask. Woah seriously, it was like heaven! There were mirrors with their photos, plastic folder and jig saw puzzle I think. There was also a magazine with news on SS501's new album and their concert. But it cost $14. Luckily it was in Korean, so I won't understand even if I bought it. Haha. There was also one with 2pm, and Yl wanted to buy as there was 2pm on the cover page, her cute Khun, but it costs $28! Luckily, the same scenario applied for her too. Actually wanted to buy only the keychain and mirror only, but while waiting at cashier, hesistated whether to buy the file or not. In the end, bought it. Why must it by placed at the counter?! Haha. Shall use it for Poly to put lecture notes, so as to not waste nor spoil it. Cost me $18.70 in total. Heartpain, but still damn happy over it. Ahh~ And and I realised the mirror super cool! can open to change the pictures! =DD Argh, blogger has a problem with the image uploader, so can't upload the photos I took =( Waited for 88 with Yl, was rather a long wait. While talking, saw a guy who turned around as he walked past, and made me wonder if I was talking too loudly. And afterwards, her bus arrived and I went to opposite to take bus. Realised that I had to wait for 11 min more before any of my buses will arrive, so walked home. In coincidence, the guy who turned around just now was also walking the same way home. Somehow, I managed to catch up with him after 2 bustops. On the way, he seemed to turn around quite a few times. Don't tell me he thought that I was stalking him=.= Overtook him for awhile then reached opposite my house. Waited at the traffic light and turned around, hoping to see him. But, he was gone. Felt rather sad somehow, weird. Haha. Ohh yah. Kelly said the colour contacts arrived, but mine the degree was ordered wrongly! Woah, super sad. So i shall have a refund. Anyway, today saw that spectacle hut having promotion, buy 2 pairs of colour contacts get 2 pair for free! Each pair costs $28. Maybe will go with yl tomorrow to see! White shirts and the same path home. I watched your shadow as you walked. I thought we were meant to be, but we were not. Yeah, it was nice meeting you, although it was merely 20 mins. Somehow, everything felt right. Perhaps I should go to j8 more often on sunday evening so I can meet you again. I shall let fate decide then. Haha. But, I am not a stalker. Okay, I think I am getting a little 'Girl over Boy' syndrome. Don't care about me. Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 7:55 PM
In Your Smile Got to DBS bank and settled GIRO stuff already. Afterwards went to Bishan Library. Reached at 9.45am and I thought I was too early. But, there are many people waiting outside already, as always. I expected to only have a few people as I thought Sunday is popular and people may want to sleep later on Saturdays. Met Zhihua and Jocelyn while waiting. Everybody practically ran in when the doors slide open. Was lucky enough to get a seat at the 3rd floor. Managed to complete Amath paper 1, Physics mcq and a few chem mcq. Reached home at about 2pm and had lunch. Went to AMK hub for some grocery shopping with family then headed onto Whampoa Market for dinner before sending big kor to work. The fish soup was super duper nice! A lot of meat and the soup was very sweet. Each person cost about $8+, worth the price=D Home sweet home and waiting for the 'White Chicks' movie to load before I watch. Then later will be more studying again. I think I shall go to Bishan Library to study again tomorrow. However, all the waiting, squeezing and running to chope seat is seriously over-exciting and troublesome. Shall decide tomorrow, depending on whether I can wake up or not.. 灰色的音乐 塞满黑夜 High的像麻醉 @ 1:47 AM
失落沙洲 Don't feel like sleeping although my eye muscles are strained. Decided to study alone at bishan library after the bill thing tomorrow. Therefore, I want to take a break for today, perhaps it's time for a movie, since I have transferred quite alot from kor's com. All the more I need to wake up early tmr, so I get 'chope' a place in the library. 只是当又一个人看海, 回头才发现你不在, 留下我迂回的徘徊. @ 12:15 AM
Maybe Supposed to be e-learning day, but sec 4s and 5s still have to report to school. Was actually great, as there is only 4 subjects, SS, Physics, Em and EL. If it were to be eld, we would be given tons of homework, so I rather attend school. However, today is considered a little dry, due to the fact that out of 4 subjects, 3 are timed-practice, excluding physics. Was rather angry and disappointed with myself over SS. Just because that I don't know how to phrase source b as being against employment of foreign talent, i skipped the 'challenge and conclusion' for part a and b. Completed part c, then finally thought of the phrasing for b when doing part d. Wanted to go back to what I had left out previously, but there was no time! I can't even finish writing the evidence for part a. After that was complaining to many people like Hinye, Huiting, Peiyu and Ruiying. I guess I took the timed practice seriously, good effort=) Haha. Went through tys for physics, thus was not feeling tired. Was impressed with myself that I could complete the tys for 5 chapters last night. Although to others it is nothing, to me it is a significant accomplishment. Yeah, hope that I can find back my confidence in physics so i can at least improve until I can pass. After physics ssp, went to look for Ms Wong for oral practice. Did rather badly. She was kind enough to burn the notes in a cd for me and Lee Chin, as there is many files. Must remember to return it to her on Monday though. Then, proceeded to school library to study with Ren Jun and Lee Chin, since I did not want to go home so early. Yi Heng joined us after his oral with Ms Wong too. Left school at 5plus, then went to Bishan library to continue studying with Yi Heng. Managed to complete only Zhss Bio prelim 07 mcq and 3/4 of Xinmin Chem mcq, which I had not done when Ms Ong went through. Went to Popular buy stuff, met an ex-ci of zhnp, but did not acknowledge each other's presence. Reached home at about 7.30pm. Anyway, recently many people fell sick. I guess the bacteria is spreading in our class rapidly. Ever since prelims when Allan fell sick, one by one every one got it. It was also caused by the bad weather conditions. Joo Hou was absent for 2 days already, and now Bo Kang and Jin Chun are also down. Sheng Hong, Kaymond, Rui Ying and me had just recovered and now it is them. I wonder who will be next... But of course it would be best if everyone were to stay healthy. Played Bejeweled, but no high score! only managed to hit up to near 102,000. Sad, but eyes too tired to continue already. Alright, rested a lot for whole day, so I shall start on my homework after my bathe. However, can't turn in too late, because tomorrow have to wake up early to go to the bank to settle GIRO for phone bill... And I pray for big aunty to get well soon. Go away, you damn virus from nowhere. Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 3:40 PM
入戏 Yeah! Managed to come home early once again. SS ssp canceled, heard there was emath, but not for all. Now only me and edric sir is online. =)) super early! Saved lunch money for today, because had donuts! Had 2 in fact, thanks to Ms Tan Chye I buying for NPCC and Ms Wong Tong Liew buying for her EL bands, Buck=D Actually had sandwiches prepared, but they are now in the fridge. See later hungry then eat. Realised that O level EL Oral is just next week. Gosh, that was fast. And now my neighbours decided that we speak in EL, so weird! Haha. Because got used to speaking chinese to Jialing and Huiting, especially. Anyway, thought that it will be a good time for me to take an afternoon nap or slcak for today, judging by the fact that I slept at 3am yesterday again. Somehow these few nights did not sleep well, my mind could not stay blank when I am tired and needed sleep. Many things just flashed through my mind, specifically is studies and the images from the horror movie on sunday night. 7th month coming soon also, so it is best if I stop thinking too much and get more sleep. Haha. Recently felt rather contented with myself, having to complete much homework and stay awake during lessons. However, the big issue is lack of sleep still. But, now the effort I am putting in is not enough though, 76 more days. =/ School life now is alright, feeling happy everyday somehow. However, there is always work to be done in class and at home. PE was great today! Finally can exercise and sweat. Everyday is occupied with homework, if I were to take time to go for a run, I am sure my homework will be neglected, because I will definitely sleep after that. Yeah, net-basketball is what I call the game for PE. Enjoyed myself very much, laughed alot in the process. But, the result of being sweaty and sticky is bad. Plus, I have a huge blister on my left sole and 2 blisters on my right. Stupid shoes! Imagine having HCL lessons after PE and before recess. Seriously rocked. =.= Argh, feeling quite tired now already. Better go play a few rounds of bejeweled at facebook then it is time for homework. Wednesdays are set high score days for bejeweled, as said by Renjun. Haha. Physics tys[4 chaps] , em proving ws, hist essay and sbq[supposed to hand in last thur], chem catholic mcq and zhss paper to complete, bio wb and prelim papers to complete, el situational writing and hcl essay [by nx mon]. Wow, I did not realise there is sooo much. zZZZz Here we go... All I wish for is happiness in my life everyday =) Tuesday, August 11, 2009 @ 5:39 PM
Untitled Somehow, can't think of a suitable phrase to describe my feeelings today. Today was rather tiring, having to sleep at 3.30am yesterday. Plus, today is a triple science day, yippee! Physics was alright, just going thru wb, but i still have a lot of chapters of tys undone! Biology was with Mr Goh, the trainee. He is quite cute, haha. Yeah, his teaching was okay, very detailed, but abit slow. I thought we were very slow for completing 40 mcq and 1 structured qns only, but the other class was just as fast. Yet to complete heredity of wb, catholic high timed practice and prelim papers 06 & 07 . Chemistry was okay, since I managed to complete the Xin Min paper, except for the last few essay qns. Stayed back for timed practice for catholic high paper. Finished in 1 hr, but spent the next 50 min to go through those qns I am unsure of. I guess I am slowly gaining confidence in Chem somehow, probably due to Ms Ong's useful mindmap revision =) Let's hope I will do better and get at least a b4 in prelim 2 =D electrolysis notes, zhonghua paper and catholic high mcq undone! Speaking of prelim 2, it is only 2 weeks away! And in the morning as I was walking past the parade square, the countdown to O levels caught my eye. 77 days! Then I realised that there is around 9 days more to revise each subject. Nevermind, just do my best. As I think if I start to stress myself, I will be more slack than I already am. Heard from parents that we may be going overseas right after my O levels. Perhaps Taiwan or Korea. Woah, it's a super exciting trip to look forward to! Taiwan = shopping and more shopping plus eating! Korea = eating kimchi, shopping and buying SS501 stuff! Seriously, I will shop like mad for their stuff lor, judging by the fact that it will be much cheaper there. So I really hope that this will act as a source of motivation to work harder. No promises though, because I realised whenever I said that I will do something here, I end up doing none mentioned. So now it is really up to my determination. Shall sleep early today to pay for what I had lost last night. Being happy is the remedy. Friday, August 7, 2009 @ 10:08 PM
Lollipop The colours are back! And I have gotten the colours award today too. Haha, LOL. No money, super disappointed. Was sick for the past 3 days, so did not blog. Reached 38.2 degrees celsius, considered low compared to last time. But get really tired easily today, despite sleeping for the whole of yesterday. Could not pay attention during physics ssp. Should not have gone to school at all. After that walked around at j8 with corrine and yanling, but I did not feel like watching movie or doing anything much, because felt rather tired and my throat was killing me. Sorry for spoiling the mood! =/ Totally no feel to do homework! Argh, I seriously feel like giving up now. Just finished watching 'Mr Vampire' part 2 and 4 online. Others watched before already. Super funny! Haha. Soon I am going to find a website to watch English movies online and rot my days away. I don't care ehh ehh ehh~ Monday, August 3, 2009 @ 10:24 PM
Goodbye Woah, i realised i have so much to say today. 3rd post already, hah. Listening to goodbye by secondhand serenade. The lyrics are really meaningful. "Goodbye" It's a shame that it had to be this way It's not enough to say I'm sorry It's not enough to say I'm sorry Maybe I'm to blame Or maybe were the same But either way I can't breathe Either way I can't breathe All I had to say is goodbye Were better off this way Were better off this way I'm alive but I'm losing all my drive Cause everything we've been through And everything about you Seemed to be a lie A guiltless twisted lie It made me learn to hate you Or hate myself for letting it pass by All I had to say is goodbye Were better off this way Were better off this way All I had to say is goodbye Were better off this way Were better off this way ' And every, everything isn't only What it seemed so hold these Words that you never told me Its time to say goodbye Its time to say goodbye Its time to say goodbye Goodbye Bye Take my hand away Spell it out Tell me I was wrong Tell me I was wrong @ 8:58 PM
DAMN. Just read the horoscope for tommorrow. It's gonna be a BAD BAD day again. For my precious friends who have been by my side, please bear with me. "You could find yourself very busy dealing with a number of different things at this time. You might be feeling a little opinionated and may not be on the same page with some of the important people in your life today. So it'll probably be hard to avoid some misunderstandings with those closest to you right now. Even if it might be tough, it’d probably be a good idea to talk things over with someone and try to resolve any difficult issues if you can. You might not be all that careful with your words right now though. So just try to be a little more aware of the things you say today. " Perhaps I should stay mute so as to not create any more troubles for myself, when I already have tons of it unsolved. Many may think that I am just being ridiculous or over-superstitious. But I believe in what I see, because it had been correct for me for too many times already. However, I guess my fate could not change no matter what I do. So all I could do is to be more mindful of myself. I am sorry if I hurt anyone unintentionally. If there is any serious problem, just tell me straight. I can't read the mind of yours, because I am not a psychologist yet. Some other day perhaps, you can look for me when your world has collapsed on you, just as mine did so long ago. The more others want to push me down, the stronger I will be to go against. Because that is what life is like, to never back down. @ 7:49 PM
I'm so sorry but i love you da geojimal Yeah, I love you is just a big big lie. I don't understand why all these is happening to me. First studies, now friendship. I thought everything was settled, but it was not. What the hell is sweet sixteen? More like CRAPPY SHIT sixteen can. The older you get, the more shit you have to face. At first I thought the horoscope was inaccurate today, but looking back, it was damn right. " Just be prepared to make a few sacrifices on behalf of someone special if you want to get anywhere right now. There could be a variety of duties and obligations for you to have to deal with before the day is through. Just realize that a lot of hard work and sacrifice could be required of you right now. So try to approach things with a cooperative attitude, even if you might feel a bit like doing things your own way today. " Even my health is bad, having dry cough and feeling abit weird. I don't know what's right anymore. Koi Honey Red Tea is the remedy I hope. Weekend wasted yet again. I seriously hate myself. No more stay home weekend to study, all outdoors now. I hate to be misunderstood. Shut your trap. If you are wondering if it's you, then yes it's you alright. I have had a bad day. Sunday, August 2, 2009 @ 8:47 PM
Baby, one more time Slacked at home for the whole day, then went to AMK central for dinner. After that went to big aunt's hse. Saw baby rachel! Super cute, love her to bits! I surely dote on her alot, especially after I start to work, so I can buy her many toys =D But so far haven't carry her and take photo tgt yet. Soon soon! After that went to bowl at Bukit Batok Home Team NS i think. Waited for quite a long time for others to finish even though we had booked. Played for 2 games, felt pretty tired after that. Joked and fooled around with cousins, a great great feeling =) It felt as if we had not seen each other. Yeah, they were an important part of my life, people who are worth living for. Although they maybe sarcastic at times, they always cared and never leave you in the cold. Thanks to them, who make up bits and pieces in my life. I seriously can't deny that I need them alot and troubles will be gone when they are around. They simply put a smile on my face no matter what =)) Really grateful to Eric kor and Angeline sis, who always send me safely home with much trouble =D I just hope that O lvls will be over soon, so I can spend more time with them. My dear contacts, arrive at my doorstep soon alright? I need you so. I need colours in my life. |