I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
i'd lie
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I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 6:30 PM
Stunned Just came back from salon. I wondered if I did the wrong thing by spending hundred over dollars just on my hair =.= Heard from aunt that there was a promotion of $38 which includes rebonding, cut and treatment. However, the stylist told me that that would cause the hair to look dry and frezzy. So, I guess I was rash enough to accept another package of $108 for Shiseido one. Loreal's was far too ex for me, costing $158. Woah, I was scolding myself for being so rash. Haix, but did it anyway and even bought products for maintenance purposes. Somehow it seems not worth the money because my hair is shoulder length and the ends would curl at my neck area but I don't want to cut short. Well, anyway it was done le, too late for regrets now. Hope that it can last long long and stay as smooth as it is now bah =) Or else my 4 hrs there and my dear money will be wasted! Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Nocturnal Shall be a late night again... Although I may be really tired after work at times, I still tried to stay awake for as long as possible, staring at my com. Because, every morning waking up early to go for work is dreadful enough, yet if I were to bathe and sleep right after work, life is really meaningless. Work, eat and sleep. Wow. That's why, I always tried to look for entertainment online. Whether is chatting, listening to music, browsing through new releases, watching music videos or variety shows and things like that, makes me feel I am alive. I dunno why too, but I would at least try to blog a few times a week, although being away from school makes my days so much more uneventful and not fulfiling. Wanted to watch Korean, Japanese or Taiwanese dramas, however, I don't see the need to anymore. Because I would be deprieved of sleep because of it. Once I am attracted to a drama, I would try to complete it asap, because I hate to stay in suspense and want to know the ending. Therefore, all the more I hate those that have more than 50 episodes. But, I also hate those that are too less, because I will finish it too quickly and find myself staring into space for having nothing to do. Plus, starting a new drama is tiring for me, because I would be starting the chase again. I actually realised that I dunno what the hell I was typing in the past 2 paragraphs. I guess I was really bored. Nevermind, all I was thinking about is to get back to secondary school life. I bet many would feel this way too, or they have yet to realise how fun and meaningful secondary school life can be. Haix, when I was still a student, I complained how tiring and stupid it is to study tons of textbooks and do tons of papers. Yet now after graduation, I complain about work being tiring and tough. 人都是那么矛盾的吗?还是只有我不懂得知足呢?做人真的好累喔。 @ 11:29 PM
Ring Ding Dong Worked at Taka today, quite busy, considering it's a publi holiday. However, I guess sales was still not up to expectations bah. Hope that I can continue to work at Taka, or else I have to quickly look for a job elsewhere le. Eric bought the famous minced pork noodle and iced-kopi o for dinner. Woah, super nice! Haha. Eat le also become happy le lor. Realised that 2 guys at the nearby booth also thought I was 20/21 years old. Woah, heard le felt rather sad leh, I was seen to be 5 years older =( Haix, maybe it's time I changed my style? Haha. But abit bo pian leh, because go to work have to wear jeans leh, then other than t-shirt I dunno what is suitable to wear. Then obviously I had to wear sneakers to match and for comfort purpose. Seriously, wearing these also made me feel mature too. The only bad thing working at Taka there is transport. Going takes around 40 mins, plus I always leave house late so have to take train instead. Moreover, I go home at around 10pm and there are so damn many ppl who take 162 everytime and all never alight until Thomson there. How irritating can it be, when I have to stand for 40 more mins even after work? =.= Damn it larh, why all leave near my house that area de. Nevermind, off tomorrow. Shall be going to big aunt's house for family gathering and to eat Popiah. Yeah, long time no eat le =D Should be taking bus bah, just updated my ipod and shall spend my precious time listening to them on the bus =) Sometimes i can't help but feel sad and lonely =/ Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 11:13 PM
Without A Word Work on Sun and today at Taka was rather alright. At least I didn't feel as stressful, but felt rather happy instead. Well, the guys at the booth next to mine were great ppl. Although I just came on Sun, they were being nice and started to strike a conversation. Yeah, still the same today, talked for quite awhile. =) Haix, if only I knew earlier, I would have joined them, considering that their job is much more relaxing and they were a bunch of nice ppl to be friends with. Haha. Anyway, hope that I will have more days arranged at Taka, at least I can travel by bus and enjoy my time working. Shall be working for 2 days this week only, hopefully can find entertainment at home, or I will be bored to death. Heh. Maybe I shall bake some cookies after cutting my hair tomorrow bah. See how first =) Was eating at basement when I saw a particular someone. He was there with his mum and brother. I was totally stunned when I saw him, judging that ppl seldomly shop on wkdays and out of all ppl, I saw him. Anyway, I carried on eating and pretended that nothing happened. I wondered if he saw me and also pretended that he did not. Anyway, I believe that what I did was right, because if I were to call him, things would only turn out awkward. It remained this way ever since the stupid act. Okay, there is no need to broad over the sad stuff. Off to watch my videos and do other stuff le. Aja~! Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11:15 PM
I was crazy about you Woke up earlier today because had to meet Yanling at City hall to go to Funan IT mall to buy her stuff. Was late because of personal reasons, so to prove my sincerity I shall treat her to her favourite Koi Hazelnut milktea soon. Haha. Wore my new sneakers that I had bought for a year and not even wear it once. LOL. Felt happy that I actually was shopping and get served, not serving others all the time. Hah. Sat please come soon! So I can enjoy my off-day, attend the afternoon wedding and buy our Roxy wallet soon! Hopefully S'pore also have those designs shown on the website. Phew, realised I had already worked for 6 days in total already! Quite unbelievable, because everyday felt like eternity and i dreaded the long journeys home. Had been at the Bugis outlet and business had its ups and downs. Luckily today was pretty alright, so my mood was rather good. Haha. The best thing was that Erlin, Yucheong, Renjun and Shenghong came to 'visit' me. Hah. Felt super weird serving them lor. Had dinner tgt at Fish & Co. Felt rather sinful because I had been a good girl and skipping dinner for a few days already, yet today my trend was broke. Haha. But still alright larh, spent only $11 in total, due to the 'value meal' or something like that I guess. Chat and crapped around tgt. It felt really great, and at that moment, I seriously hoped that we were still in Zhss and all, spending more time tgt. Yeah, those days were really wonderful =) They were kind enough to accompany me to take away food for uncle at another hawker centre and walk back to my shop there. Must quickly earn more money so that I can shop more and attend the chalets! =D Reached home at around 9.30pm, bathe and 2nd kor was kind enough to help me warm the soup and cook the macaroni they left for me =) Although it maybe fattening, but since he was so sweet I ate it anyway. He even initiated to pour a cup of grassjelly water for me=) I still left half of the portion for him to eat too=DD Today was a great day after all. Heh. Hope tomorrow will be better! Fighting~! Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 11:29 PM
Still as ever Finally, last paper is over already! Had been anticipating this day for months ago. Haha. But somehow, did not feel the kind of joy I imagined I would experience right after the paper. Probably because I already started slacking since last weekend, so there's nothing to be happy about. Haha. Well, rushed home right after paper to wash up and change. Just nice both me and Yanling reached Orchard station at the same time, which meant that we were on the same train. LOL. Shopped around at Wisma in Forever21 and Cotton On. Had many things to buy since months ago, yet when I went into the shops no feel to buy sia. Damn siann, had been waiting for soo long yet this happened. Also never buy my facial products at Faceshop =( Haix, no new clothes... Then, went to Ngee Ann City. Wanted to eat Crystal Jade Korean BBQ de, but realised it was more ex than I expected, so turned to Crystal Jade Ramen and Xiao Long Bao instead. Haha. But still quite happy larh, because for once I felt rich enough to go that kind of restaurant to eat and pay the bill myself. Heh. Was really very full due to the ramen and the xiao long bao was rather nice! =D Next stop was Bugis. Shopped around and on first look saw many nice clothes. But don't know why after looking at it a few times it turned into not nice. LOL. Ended up only buying eyelashes and stuff for $30+ and nothing else le =.= At least Yanling bought a shirt lor. Haha. No choice, no feel today. =( Maybe I shall save up the money to shop next time round. Now I believe in 'See already must buy' this sentence, because today when I 'see' back the same things I wanted to buy, yet it seemed so 'unbuyable'. So bought none =.= Then, had to report for training at Bugis Junction de outlet. Was really nervous at first, but Uncle WaiKim was really nice and friendly, so got used to it quickly. However, what I realised is that it is really not easy to be a salesperson. First, you need to know your products well, then you have to recommend your products to others etc. Yeah, it was rather tough to work yah, but I shall persevere! Although customers maybe unreasonable or whatever at times, it is still bear with it, bear with it and smile! Yeah, a lesson learnt today. It is really not easy to earn money, so next time I shall spend wisely. Stood for the whole day today, wearing the wrong shoes made it worse, because the flats made my heel soo painful. So tomorrow shall wear sports shoes or sneakers le bah, comfortable then can have good mood and do a good job. Lucky tomorrow work is at 1pm, so can sleep slightly later... Woah, today actually quite tired working for 6 hrs just learning the ropes. So really have to buck up le. It maybe tough, but I rather learned now and suffer, rather than be worried for myself in the future. At least now I have the money and experience. Yeah~ hope tomorrow it will be better! Saw Ivan Chang walking outside Ajisen waiting for a seat, but I figured out that he could not see me, and I was also working, so did not call him. Anyway, also saw Cheryl Phua, an old primary school friend on the train home. We just called each other's name and silence. Quite happy that she actually recognised me, but was rather disappointed that although we even alighted at the same stop, we still did not talk at all. Not a single word. My only regret was that I never got to know my primary school friends well enough. So, I really hope that I would be able to keep in touch with my secondary school friends and be able to chat when we see each other =) Shall quickly memorise the prices of the products, put face mask, sleep early and perform well tomorrow. Fighting~! Monday, November 9, 2009 @ 8:06 PM
Love Like This Woah! Seriously loving SS501~! Their new album 'REBIRTH' is really very nice! When will it be imported to Spore? =( Hope that I will see it at HMV next time round and bring it home! Heard 'Love Like This' once on the radio and was hooked onto it ever since, yet I didn't realised is my dear SS501 de until today xD 2PM's new album have great songs too! Woah, all their songs soo nice, how many albums I have to buy? =.= Haha. So working comes first before everything else then I don't have to worry le! =D Saranghae! <33 @ 6:55 PM
Rain Finally chiong-ed finish watching ' famous 7 princesses' already, in 4 days. Haha. Quite an accomplishment. LOL. Had a really great ending, if only that also happen in reality. Anyway, not in the mood to study at all, however there is 5 more papers to go. Argh. Now don't know what to watch already... If only I can start working now. Hmm but I guess working is really tough, no choice, can't afford to slack at home and get fat. At least work=money=shopping. Haha. Hope that these 3 months will pass by really soon and receive results, which can determine whether I get an Ipod touch or not. But I think I have to buy it myself in the end, since it is impoosible to get lesser then 14 points =( I guess I better spend this period of time to think where I want to go after receiving results, plan for future? Haiz. I guess I have to start studying again =.= 9pm then, now have to continue relaxing. Heh. Friday, November 6, 2009 @ 10:02 PM
Back Woah, long time since I blogged. Actually quite sad, because I know I did really badly for some of the papers and now got no face to enjoy myself. Haix. Anyway, next week are all the okay-papers, dunnid to memorise much or stuff like that. So today already started relaxing. No, in actual fact I already started slacking since 2 days ago, after the Physics paper. So obviously, today's paper Bio = gonecase. LOL. Really got no feel larh, it is dragging too long already. Now only looking forward to my Korean feast and shopping trip on next fri only. Yeah! Like Finally! Parents also back from Korea le! Although no SS501 or what stuff, at least got many things that are nice! Haha. Dad bought one apple hoodie that is really cute! Too bad it is pretty thick, or else I would have worn it in S'pore already. Nevermind, wait till I go overseas next year. Luckily got my favourite Kimchi, masks and also other super nice food! Seriously, when I got the money, I will go to Korea during their winter season!!! Ohh yah, got job liao! =DD Shall go try out next sat, hopefully I can do well and be hired! Yeah! Now really looking forward to the days after next Fri, plus the 20 Dec chalet! =) Although not many ppl are going =( Okay, off to watch my Korean drama, 'Chuan Wen Zhong De 7 Gong Zhu' ! Didn't realise it was such a nice show in the past! =DD |