I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 @ 10:38 AM
Lost  Don't know why, but somehow I have lost my sense of direction. Everything just don't seem right. Gave up on Physics, just did not have the motivation to study. Yeah, I shall get the lowest again. Cool. Haix. Things just aren't going smoothly. It is the 2nd day ever since I sprained my neck. Feeling alot better already. Seriously, I think I don't ever want to crack my neck again. It was fine like for so many years? But on Mon it just wasn't fine. Woke up at 11 am, sat up and 'cracked' my neck as usual. But there was a damn sharp pain and 3 consecutive cracking sounds heard. I was super shocked and in continuous pain. Walked to my parent's room toilet to brush teeth. I was just holding my toothbrush on one hand and the toothpaste on another. I don't know how the hell I saw like double image? I was frightened and knew that something was really wrong. The next thing I knew was that I saw bright light, walked a few steps forward and blacked out. When I gained conciousness, my neck was more painful than before, my head was on the ground, with a bump on my forehead and I was really weak. I just can't call out for help and tried to crawl up slowly. I don't even know how long I blacked out for. Dragged myself to the dining table and ate my carrot cake with my head propped up with my left hand. Mum realised something was wrong and asked. All I said was that I think I sprained my neck. LOL. " Ger ah, 你刚才是不是在厕所里弄掉了东西?" " 有, 我 lor." Then after that my parents were all worried and Dad brought me to the Chinese Physician downstairs. Woah, he really make until my neck super pain but felt a little better only leh. Cost $40 somemore! Haix. I really damn lucky. Seems as if I am writing a narrative right? LOL. Yesterday morning Kor was good enough to send me to school. While I was wearing my shoes, he carried my bag, opened the door and stood there waiting for me. I was really shocked that he actually took the initiative to carry my bag, although I can handle it. He even used the $20 coupon (for OPC) so as to be able to drive the car around for the whole day, but partly also because he wanted to send me to another Chinese Physician at Tiong Bahru. Yup, was really grateful to him. =) Yeah, felt alot of care and concern from my family because of this. However, it would be not worth the pain to get this kind of love right? As in, normally they just don't show it. Anyway, hope that I can recover real soon and concentrate on studies again. ^^ Maybe for a start-off, I should blog less often =.= |
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