I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Friday, March 27, 2009 @ 5:37 PM
Spiritless Feeling so bored right now. Don't feel like doing homework, watch tv or sleep. Just lazy to do anything at all, so just came to update a bit. Got back results today. Already knew about the marks already, so it is not much of a surprise. Don't even feel like taking a glance at the result slip at all, it was a huge disappointment this year. English: B4 Higher Chinese: A2 Amaths: A1 Emaths: B3 Biology: B4 Chemistry: C6 Physics : D7 SS/History: A2 Subject standard(2008-9) - Maintained: Amath Improved: HCL, SS/Hist, Bio Worsened: EL, Emath, Chemistry, Physics Emath and Chemistry was really disappointing. Chem was one of the subjects i excel in last year, yet now, its my 2nd last subject. Emaths was to be blamed on me. I was too complacent, thinking that theres no need for revising for the tests as I can do the usual assignments, but I was totally wrong. Physics, although I really paid attention and understood what Mrs Ngiam was teaching, I still did not do well. Maybe my common sense is really bad and I do not know how to apply formulas. English, sad to say, I did very badly for the first test as I had totally no inspiration for the eassy at all. So just picked a topic and crapped about it. Luckily Ms Wong still let me pass. Pretty proud that I have 'broken the ice' and got a B for the first time. Got really sick of seeing the Cs and Ds last year. But, I am still not doing well enough, as others all got As. But, its still a source of motivation and gives me a sense of achievement. I am now determined to study hard! After amaths ssp just now, went to take a look at NP training, to see how the sec 3s are doing, since I had nothing much to do anyway. Realised that they were doing fine and don't need my presence, so I left after 3 mins. The weather being so stuffy and having nothing to do, decided to go to Bishan Library to study. But as i expected, it was filled with a whole lot of students, and had no empty tables and chairs for studying, again. So went home to rest. Have quite a huge pile of homework this weekend, and also have to study for the upcoming emaths test on monday - Matrices - a chapter which I don't really enjoy studying. Because I think its rather lame and useless. Somemore, tomorrow will be wasted on a uninteresting event, HRC ( High Ropes Challenge). Really don't feel like going, as I don't want to go to Pulau Ubin yet again, or even to use the outdoor facilities there. Missed a day for shopping again due to school stuff. =.= Rarely a break from studies, yet now my day for enjoyment is taken away. Leaving me with only one day to complete my homework! Arrrggh! Which means I have to start doing tonight or I cannot complete them. So wonderful indeed. |
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