I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 12:45 AM
路...一直都在 Nowadays, school is rather uninteresting. Perhaps because I hated to do SPAs, not to mention doing them independently this time round. But, slowly should get used to it. As teachers keep on emphasizing on how little time we have and how many chapters more we have left to cover, felt really hopeless. So little time, yet so many things still undone. Moreover, Prelims are coming soon, and they are my greatest fear, as after that, it will soon be the 'O's. Received Physics test today. Should I say that I am happy not getting single digit, like 4.5/50, like the previous test, or should I be sad that I failed yet again? I realised it seems to be a curse that I cannot break free from. No matter how hard I tried, it still turns out this way everytime. Mrs Ngiam approached me and we had a talk. She told me that if I really worked hard, then I should not be affected by this test at all, as some questions are really beyond the 'O's standard. However, she said that if I can do the TYS questions, then why can't I do the same for the past 'O's question in this test? What really went wrong? She said that perhaps forming a study group for Physics will be effective, but I think that no one would want to form one with me, judging from my 'wonderful' results. She also said that if I really cannot cope then maybe I can consider to drop one subject. She was really encouraging all this while, telling us not to give up just because we are defeated. And I thank her very much for this, her words do give me strength. =) I now feel that there's no point in dropping any of the subjects, since I have already come this far. So, what I can do now is to just simply stay attentive and absorb as much information I can. Most importantly, is to complete all assignments, revise for all tests and to improve on my skills for application questions. I will not be defeated! Anyway, back to reality, tomorrow is Sports Carnival. Look forward to it because we can all wear our class tee tomorrow, officially. Shall be a reserve for e2 girls in Frisbee. All the best girls! =D Really lost about how I should spend my time tomorrow after the carnival. I have from 10am to 2pm to idle around before assembling in school for the prize giving. After that, there is still more of time wasted, spent on waiting and waiting. If only in life, we do not need to waste time on waiting for that special someone. |
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