I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
i'd lie
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I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 11:46 PM
Nocturnal Shall be a late night again... Although I may be really tired after work at times, I still tried to stay awake for as long as possible, staring at my com. Because, every morning waking up early to go for work is dreadful enough, yet if I were to bathe and sleep right after work, life is really meaningless. Work, eat and sleep. Wow. That's why, I always tried to look for entertainment online. Whether is chatting, listening to music, browsing through new releases, watching music videos or variety shows and things like that, makes me feel I am alive. I dunno why too, but I would at least try to blog a few times a week, although being away from school makes my days so much more uneventful and not fulfiling. Wanted to watch Korean, Japanese or Taiwanese dramas, however, I don't see the need to anymore. Because I would be deprieved of sleep because of it. Once I am attracted to a drama, I would try to complete it asap, because I hate to stay in suspense and want to know the ending. Therefore, all the more I hate those that have more than 50 episodes. But, I also hate those that are too less, because I will finish it too quickly and find myself staring into space for having nothing to do. Plus, starting a new drama is tiring for me, because I would be starting the chase again. I actually realised that I dunno what the hell I was typing in the past 2 paragraphs. I guess I was really bored. Nevermind, all I was thinking about is to get back to secondary school life. I bet many would feel this way too, or they have yet to realise how fun and meaningful secondary school life can be. Haix, when I was still a student, I complained how tiring and stupid it is to study tons of textbooks and do tons of papers. Yet now after graduation, I complain about work being tiring and tough. 人都是那么矛盾的吗?还是只有我不懂得知足呢?做人真的好累喔。 |