I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
i'd lie
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I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Friday, April 3, 2009 @ 10:48 PM
POP Farewell Today was the last training in NPCC. Felt 舍不得 to leave near the end of the day, when I was having debrief with the sec 3s together with Faris. However, due to time constraint as it was already 7pm when we were talking, we had to make the debrief short. But I guess everything we had to say to each individual was written in the small note that we had given to everyone of them. Distributed the envelopes ( with photos and 2 notes in it), which I had spent my night till 3am to complete, as well as the time I had left after school. But it was worth it=) The 4 years spent with the sec 4 squad was really great and enjoyable. The jokes, laughter, fun as well as all the shit we went through together was really special to me. No one else will understand how it feels like, only them. They were also the reason why I stayed on in NPCC, although I felt like quitting in sec 2, because of the stress that I can't handle. But it's because of their presence that kept me holding on. Thank you guys for creating and leaving such wonderful memories for me in my NPCC life =D Everything really passed by like a breeze, from taking over the cute bunch of cadets, to now passing out and letting them take over. Time really flies. Wish the sec 3s all the best and hope that they can enjoy the rest of their NP life. As for the sec 4s, all the best for their O levels and I hope that we can find some time together for gatherings for now and in the future too. Love you guys! This morning also had gotten the BUC ( Best Unit Cadet: Female). Had dilemma about this matter. But its already over and I don't care what others think. Feel unhappy, unfair, angry or whatever, so be it. Anyway, my CCA life has came to an end and I will keep all the precious memories in my heart. |