I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Monday, June 15, 2009 @ 11:25 PM
Foolishness I hated myself so much! I destroyed my happiness with my own hands. Why must things always turn out this way? Is this called fate? Or is it pure coincidence? Did I really made the right choice? To decline the offer. I feel so helpless right now.. Can I take back my words, or just tell you right now that I can make it? Stupid stupid stupid shihui! Why can't you just be smart for once? Wednesday is just such a popular day. Why can't I have 72 hrs for Wednesday? To study, watch movie then bbq? Or why can't others fall on other days? Argh! My tears are on the verge of falling. I just can't think straight right now. 10.56pm was the opportune time, I did not missed it, I chose to reject it. My happiness just slipped out of my hands. It disappeared into thin air, never to return again. "We will see then." The "Another day" I mentioned will come, I hope. Felt so wasted. |
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