I'll erase and erase love by emptying every drop from my heart.
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Friday, October 2, 2009 @ 7:01 PM
Unpredictable Just read from Yahoo! News that there maybe another Typhoon approaching. Another natural disaster yet again. Although sometimes I complain about 'why am I not born in ___ ?' etc, sometimes I can't help but feel blessed that I am born in Singapore. Imagine if I were to be born somewhere else, I would have been dead. But, I ponder about things like 'why must we still study so hard, when life is so unpredictable and we may just be struck with any misfortune.' Perhaps it is just an excuse that I came up with, so that I can escape from the reality that I should work hard. If only we know of the future. Nonetheless, many said we should live life to the fullest. I don't doubt that, but that is really hard to accomplish? I mean, we spend 1/4 of our life maturing into adults, 1/4 to study, 1/4 to work and last 1/4 to wait for death? We would always miss opportunities when we were young, that are too late when we are old already. So, I always find life meaningless. Maybe because I just happen to be the one who is loveless and dumb, always losing out on everything. Alright, enough about life philosophies or whatever, or else my brain will wander everywhere, affect my emotions and concentration in studies. While I am typing this post, many out there are already suffering or even dying. God bless to them. I can never comprehend what they have went through. Never. So I should count my blessings. |
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